Yan Benya: The 2006 Alumni of the Chinese Department of our hospital,After graduating in 2010, enter Tibet,Now the office of the Gongjue County Office of Changdu, Tibet。
This article is taken from a letter he has given to his teacher in the near future,Edit and modification when published。
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I often use four words to describe myself: Youth、Dream、Passion、Challenge。Entry work is an adventure。Always unwilling to be mediocre,Think about burning your youth in the place where the motherland most needs,This is one of my motivations for my entry。
Entering Tibet in July last year。Two goals thinking about working on Tibet on the train: I changed because of Tibet,Tibet changed because of me。Very excited,Students who meet other colleges and universities,Very excited。A message was sent on Weibo at the time: "July 2010,Nanjing University、Wuhan University、Xiamen University、Xiamen University、Shanghai Finance、More than ten graduates of more than ten universities including the Central People's University,Gathering Lhasa,Qunying Get。We are Bet365 Casino logineducated youths in the new era! "
When reporting to the Personnel Department of the Autonomous Region,,The leaders responsible for allocation told us: "We everyone is a graduate of a famous university in the Mainland,Is the pride of heaven。Work to Tibet,Not let everyone be wronged,Try not to allocate you to a difficult area。"We are considered to be relieved pills。
I didn’t expect the allocation result to come out,6 students in our mountain University will go to Qamdo。At that time,We hug each other,All with tears,I said, "We will live and die in the future、Brothers who are in trouble "。Just at this time,Zhao Xiaoting from Wuhan University Duns at Guizhou。We all want to,Our life may also stay in Qamdo forever。This is the most difficult time after entering Tibet。
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August 19,Report to Qindu Gongjue County,and then work in the government office,Mainly files and receive、Drafting work。Always feel that this job is a waste of energy、Waste time。After participating in work,If you are not preparing to return to the Mainland,I may have been grinded by this trivial and boring work a little passion.。
Teacher,I always feel like living in a ravine here。Insufficient traffic is just one aspect,More importantly, people here。They seem to live in the 1990s in the Mainland,Many aspects cannot be in line with the Mainland。In college,Teachers and students are very thoughtful,Just talk about it is bet365 games best slotsancient and modern, Chinese and foreign,Sea and Sky、Sprinkle。Here,Almost no common language with everyone,I wonder if I am too clear and arrogant。
Local living conditions are really difficult,It's hard to imagine in the Mainland。About November,Water pipe frozen,I have to pick it for water at home。Frequent power off,A few hours of electricity every other day。Just beginning,I sit in the bed at night,Put a small computer table in bed,Wear gloves、Click the candle to read a book。Compared with the conditions of mainland cities,The difference is very large。
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Teacher,Maybe you have never been to Tibet。Many people want to come to Tibet,Whether you want to travel,Still want to help Tibet,Everyone has a Tibetan。Here is a brief talk about my understanding of Tibet education。
Before entering Tibet,I have always felt backward economic development in the west,Insufficient education funds,Insufficient teachers,Lead of backward education。But the reality completely changed my impression on Tibet education。Education expenditure is a national special fund,It is completely borne by the state,The largest proportion of our county's fiscal expenditure。State to eat for Tibetan students、bag、Bag school。The current primary and secondary school teachers generally have a full -time bachelor degree。but,General parents are unwilling to let their children go to school,bet365 live casino gamesI feel that there is nothing to go to school,No Cordyceps、Put yak to make money。Local primary and secondary school attendance rate usually only less than 20%。Every time you go to the busy season,The most important task of teachers is to prevent students from escaping、drop out of school,Guaranteed attendance rate。
A few days ago,Chatting with a classmate working in the county's countryside,Look at the country photos he took。Suddenly I feel,I don't seem to have been to Tibet yet。I haven’t made a hometown once,Not a Tibetan family,I haven't talked to an ordinary Tibetan people,Can't speak a Tibetan language,Never eaten 糌、yak beef,I haven't drank butter tea。So say,Although I have worked for more than half a year,My understanding of Tibet is still very superficial。
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Not very suitable for the current work,Perhaps it may not be able to complete the role change from college students to civil servants,Can't adapt to the government's working environment,But I still think that civil servants are not suitable for me。After participating in work,I have been thinking,What do you really want to do,What is suitable for yourself,Various occupations are profitable and disadvantages,I am still confused now。
Five or six hours a day at work,Work is not very tired,Most of the time is still used to read books。Think about when I was in school,Find a place in the future for bet365 games best slotsthree or five years,Read quietly,Maybe it can become a legend like Shaolin Sweeping Monk。Now I have a chance,But without the quiet mentality。The books read are mostly political and legal、Tube category,High practicality。Read a novel or a collection of prose quietly,I feel that it is extremely luxurious enjoyment。
Prepare the postgraduate entrance examination at the end of the year,May take the international relations of Peking University。Always with Peking University complex,Being a professional diplomat is my dream since I was a child。I wanted to give up all dreams,Be an ordinary people for a lifetime。A friend encouraged me to say, "Dream will never discount!"。Persevere,Even if there is nothing in the last,At least in the future, I won't regret,Because I tried it。
When you are young,Except youth and dreams,We have nothing。Go out of the school gate,Suddenly I want to have everything,But it is difficult to realize any dream,The most afraid of one day,No dream,No passion,Only the empty shell of the walking dead。Although there are many difficulties,But I know this is a process of growth,Be sure to do meaningful things,Dream,Creation,Maybe failed,But I want to succeed more。